How much further can shit go south before I want to put a gun in my mouth? Before I take these thoughts and I act them out and put it all to an end? Can I leave that blood on the hands of my friends? Can I leave that scar on the name of my kin?Where? How? And when? Everything to lose, and nothing all the same. Do I leave a legacy? Or do they forget my name? Way too much to chew, for what is now just a thought. Hold tight and brace myself for the day that it is not. So when I leave this earth, try not to be too hurt
